do u rmb whn is ur first love?
fallin in love for the first time is nevertheless the sweetest.
mani u alr forgotten ur first love,but for mi,it is stil vividly in my mind.

[first.love]
we were in the same class for 3 years except for sec 2.we got tgt onli whn we were in sec 2.he was the eye candy of mani gers back den.he got a pair of electrifyin eye.in fact he got reli nice features.whn we got tgt,i reli felt so fortunate.despite bein popular,he is not flirt.he is reli one veri patience person.nv once had he lose his cool n flare his temper at mi.he is owaes givin in n tryin his best to please mi.pamperin mi like a princess.
ter was once whereby i broke my elbow durin the inter sch zonal matches.n tt happened to b on his bdae.i promised to have dinner with him after my match.in the end,the dae was spend in hospital.he seem to have forgotten tt it was his bdae.i reli felt so thankful to him den.eversince i got injured,he nv failed to turn up at my doorstep every mornin to carry my bag n books.eh is jus so sweet rite.
foldin hundreds of roses for mi.bein ter for my matches.owaes ter durin my darkest hours.makin sure tt i m well taken care.
everythin goes on for ard a year den it ended.m i silly to let him go?despite bein so mean to have hurt him,he nv once left my world.he is owaes ter.i rmb,i was once reli devasted n lost cos someone impt left mi.once again he is ter for mi.listenin to all my pains n sorrows.in fact i noe he doesnt feel good listenin,but he stil chose to b ter,jus wantin mi to feel beta.he is jus a great person,jus too bad i din noe how to cherish him.i felt reli bad tt i brought so much misery to him all this years.i reli thk him for his love n care.even now,he is stil ard whneva darkness filled my life.
my wonderful first love.first love is owaes the sweetest.
i m jus silly not knowin how to appreciate n treasure him den.
but i noe..he is one person i will nv ever forget.
he is enlisted on the 09092006
do reli tk cr of urself...lukin forward to c the botak u...
haaa..u will luk funni i tink..mr vain handsome....

human are jus so silly...
not knowin how to treasure ppl whu are truly ter to love n appreciate u..instead we tend to fall for ppl whu hurt n onli makin us tears.



i duno y m i bloggin all this...
suddenly i wanted to b love once again.

knowin the truth is reli cruel.
i hope my intuition can b wrong jus tis once.
but i doubt so....
but wad can i do? i can onli stand at aside n await ting to happen as predicted.
alrite...thing jus wun go in my way...
knowin wad is the outcome yet i m stil walkin toward it.
i shld jus learn to walk awae...
walkin awae once n for all.
yearnin for the impossible...


walkin.awae.once.n.for.all.
tear.audz