in short ...

life is fulfilled though tiring at times.

will update again when i have got the time.

i am enjoying every moments.

the smile from within.

the pampered girl.

audrey teo

the reason of my smile.

thank you ....

bumping into long time friends;
songhua,kewei,zhao cheng and the forever entertaining HIU GUORONG.
of cause it feel good. cheers...

i love the group for the laughers recently.
photo khakis, stay strong.
duckie, may all your troubles be taken away.

things happened reveal the feeling in me. i am glad.

the reason why i am smiling ....
the reason why i am not smiling ...
u definitely play a part...


-pampered girl-

i have got many photos to upload but my prince of lala land had forgotten to take my camera.

i am kinda lazy to blog.

just wanna say, though it is not easy but i reckon that i am coping well. it is not easy for me to reach to where i am now. i am tired of explaining myself as people who really love me will not rush me for anything.
laughers filled me recently. *smile*
CCY gotta kill me for the disappearance yesterday night.

i shall continue when i gotten my camera.


-i am the pampered girl-

the chalet was a fun one though i was still down with cold and sore throat. the amount of food prepared was really more than enough.
the long extinct animal dinosaur was found. however, it is getting way out of hand. therefore immediately resignation was tendered to anthony lau .. haaa.. donald duck from disney went for the chalet as well. haaa... duckie will be laughing out aloud should he be reading this.
simple chalet with lots of laughers. it was nice to see serene darling, anthony and group once again.

though the chalet had come to an end, the laughers and the jokes still went on. with dino around, the group never get bored.

the journey home is indeed thrilling..but it is so dangerous. serene, duckie and me were laughing our way back.

my sleeping prince of lala land found. haa

bump into a long time friend. it always feel good to see old friend.

i really stopped bballing. it for real. i am really determined to shed off the excess kilos.

thank you mr koh for the beanie. the wildful audrey was craving for beanie and there my ever sweet mr koh drove me there. take note that it 12am when i wanted the beanie.

i still owe gf a sentosa trip.

i want the big tigger in mini toons. it will be really nice if any nice soul were to get me the tigger. *evil*

pictures be uploaded when i am not lazy.
and before i end .....


HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOO CHANG YUEN,JIMMY ....

everything is just too ugly for me to put in words.

FUCK!

cant be bothered anymore

playing along is a good idea

the thought turn one off completely

don't regret what had been done

proven to be worthless

waste of time,but still, it is not too late

SNEEZE! SNEEZE! SNEEZE!
boxes of tissues had been used up today all thanks to the sudden attack of cold and sore throat. what makes it worse is, i am still feeling nauseous after vomiting. I hope this will help me shed off the excess kilos which i had gained recently. i was stunt when i saw the numbers on the weighing machine. why did the doctor wants to check my weight. *simply my nightmare* i swear to be determined this time round to shed off all the excess kilos i gained.

blessed that i get well soon. sweet mr koh promise to get audrey a tin of amos if audrey promise to stop junking and get well asap. isnt it co-incidence? just when i am craving for amos, mr koh actually come up with the offer. *smile*
i am feeling so much better after confiding to mr koh.
i dont know what the hell i am thinking. needless to say, it is definately the wrong path yet i still chose to walk the path which no one in the right state of mind will. mind in total blank. pray for the best and prepared for the worse.

do you believe in telepathy? fate? an incident happened which i am starting to believe.

somehow i misses watching bball tricks.

彩虹 by 周杰伦:

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

got to know this song from mr tan. we both agreed that this is another 'emo' song. haaa..

the time now is 0700am in the morning and i am still wide awake like what choo had quoted. i just cant sleep. dont ask me why cause if i know why i would had fall asleep. the chat with tan reminds me of the days. somehow, i do misses those days though it can be kind of tired at times. haa.. no matter how tired i am, its nothing as compared to tan. thank you jianxiong for the chat. alex mentioned that he love 'chicken'. ops.. waha. the ytcc cliques chilling out at boat quay and i missed it. boy called, ytcc in the noon. i doubt i be joining cause i wanna stop bballing for awhile.

the ever sweetest person, mr koh promise wait for me to recover and bring me out. for the past years, mr koh had always been so around in my life. it is never easy as i am not easy to handle but he just knew how to. i believed he gotta kill me flat this time round should i tell him what had been going on.
after so long, finally a proper phone chat with mr lai. i be fine and alright in no time. haaa...

the days when i am still the pampered wildful girl under your care. -those were the days-


this is Gavin, the clone of mine. we look alike? my long lost bro. haa no la.. together with tekiong, both are my beloved angel cum senior from NBSS. laughers filled whenever they are around though we hardly meet up due to each and individual commitments.

it is definately painful to say 'GOODBYE'. having to say it the second time make it even worse. feeling painful yet relieved. things are no longer the same as before. somehow i just knew it. you lost yourself after losing her. the drastic change in you left me speechless. the attitude and all is no longer the same. i dont know how to explain but i know nothing can be done to change it. cause i am not the reason to cause the change in you.if it is meant to be, it will be. tears had dried up, physically and mentally drained after all these while. be it what, all the moments spend with you around had been great. thanks alot. keep your smile on and find the way back to where you belong. all that you had once done for me, thank you so much and everything will stayed with me. the memories will never be replaced. take care and do allow me to say a big thank you for tolerating my wildfulness in the past.

now for the updates...

firstly, let me congrats mr koh. the 'PINK' is so near now.
down with eye infection again.
packing up my feeling and get ready for the new life ahead.
of cause, shed off the excess kilos which i had put on recently due to all the late night supper.
getting ready to be a student once again.

life is still wonderful isnt it.?
time to stop indugling on the past.

the tigger and the keychain which was left outside of my doorstep is indeed nice and sweet. thank you so much for the gifts. -appreciated-