it been so long since i went ytcc....
homely feelin ever....
i jus love the ppl there...
thk aiai for gg dwn ...
it reli been ages since i mit up with the ytcc khakis...
thks those whu made the effort to go bballin todae...
ytcc is more den a place for bballin ...
it more of a place where i go not jus for bballin..
it more of mitin up with the ppl there...
the kind of joy n laughter which i can nv get frm other public court...
tt jus how wonderful they can be ....

mentally tired frm the past experience ...
i reckon i m selfish by allowin the past to affect mi so much ..
not knowin hw to handle n face the situation..i chose to walk awae ...
no strength n courage to face n handle sucha kind of situation n attitude...
problems jus lies on mi ...
it jus mi n no one else....

dearie fat mama of mine ....
physically i m not ard recently...
but pls do noe tt the heart n soul wil owaes b ter to give u te support...
do let mi noe if i can help in any way...
nv allow the smile on ur face to fade off....
i love fat mama...



the gers in my life .... [of cos not forgettin poonie]

i thk n love all my beloved frens whu been showerin mi with the care whn i m sick...
it can b jus a simple sms or jus a call...but it stil mean alot...
it the touts tt meta...
i m reli sori for not able to reply smses...
especially to precious jake koh...

some randoms update den...
life been gettin beta for mi...
slowly seein light ....
no longer the total darkest ...
the shadow of urs are fadin tho the memories wil nv b diminished with time...
but stil i m glad...*smile*
the long lost smile is slowly findin its way back...

time had been the best med to heal all the wounds...
on top of tt....i gotta thks P for all the patience n effort...
owaes givin in to the temperamental audz...

the blissful audz with the love frm a wonderful mumi,sister,YOU and a grp of ever lovin frens....

vomitin since ytd nite...
wad is wrong...

i wna play bball...
i wna go swimmin....
i wna workout...
-get well soon-

i wonder how is everyone..
how have all my dearie been?

2weeks for medical leave meanin i get to b home resting...
but i wld rather go to work den rest at home..
the itch can b so unbearable tt i feel like bangin my head against the wall at times..
havin to worri wht wil the scars b ter aft i recover....

i m a blissful ger despite the fact i do meet with numerous setback in life ....
i reckon i had mani angels in life...
the angels whu nv failed to b ter whneva i needed company...
the angels nv failed to shower mi with all the care n attention...
the angels i love frm the heart.....

alrite...the one person i mus thk...
the one person i m reli grateful towards...
the ever lovly silly whu been here all this while...
a great thk u....