July 29, 2008
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11:13 PM
needles to say, the 2 characters who never leave my mind...misses the crazy moment with them and the grp.
the time where the 3 of us msn-ing till morning. the bball-ing sessions... the phone chatting sessions...
if only the story did not begin ....
i hope to end the story with a beautiful ending which all characters are smiling happily...
i hope i have the ability to make it come true...
who doesnt want to be love and pampered?
can one really meet the one who can really love and pampered him/her as though he/she is the one and only?
i hope i will...but welll...HOPE!
or perhaps i have just that i din realise..well whatever....
i know darling will agree with me that letting go is part of love....
learning to let go make one stronger....
but, how many have the courage to let go?
i suppose not many... i reckon i arent the courageous one...
both mama n meimei are back home from their holiday. the feeling of seeing them back is just so warmth. i no longer feel that empty.
thank you for owaes being around all these years.
had a chat with my precious tham lately. words from him touches my heart. hopefully he is picking himself up well from where he fallen. i know he is strong enough to do so for he is my all time pillar.
July 25, 2008
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5:51 PM
attended jerlyn wake on wednesday.
a young pretty sweet lady left the world on 22jul2008 all because of the irresponsible act of a reckless driver.
know jerlyn through junqing who is her boyfriend.
jerlyn came out with junqing a couple of times.
the impression she gave was a sweet young lady always wearing a smile.
i suppose many of her close friends are struggling now.
hereby, i sincerely hope that jerlyn wil be well blessed in the other world.
though she left but i know everything of her will stay with junqing and also her grp of close sister forever.
tears drop when i saw her lying in the coffin.
somehow i can sense the pains she went through before leaving the world.
Junqing...you got to be strong...she is giving you her blessing from the other world.
to the J's family, physically she left you ppl, but mentally she will owaes be with you girls.
i reckon that the one responsible for her death will live his life with guilt.
life is just so unpredictable.
July 8, 2008
WHAT A BF SHOULD DO ? ? ? ♥
3:13 PM
☆~ When she stares at your mouth = "Kiss her"
☆~ When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you = "LET HER BEAT AND ACT PAINFUL"
☆~ When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tuff = "Kiss her and tell her you love her"
☆~ When she's quiet = "Ask her what's wrong"
☆~ When she ignores you = "Give her your attention"
☆~ When you see her at her worst = "Tell her she's beautiful"
☆~ When you see her start crying = "Just hold her and don't say a word"
☆~ When she steals your favorite pillow = "Let her keep it and slp with it for a night"
☆~ When she doesn't answer for a long time = "Reassure her that everything is okay"
☆~ When she looks at you with doubt = "Back yourself up"
☆~ When she says that she likes you = "SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN U COULD UNDERSTAND!"
☆~ When she looks at you in your eyes = "Don't look away until she does"
☆~ When she says it's over = "She still wants you to be hers"
☆~ When she reposts this = "She wants you to read it"
☆~ Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
☆~ Call her at 12:00am on her birthday/anniversary dates to tell her you love her
☆~ Treat her like she's all that matters to you
☆~ Stay up all night with her when she's sick
☆~ Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid
l u r v e s . . . T . H . Y