are u a good partner or friend?
ever question yourself this.

whatever it may be,just be yourself.
that had always been my principle.

living and leading the life to the fullest.
keeping the smile going.
never allow the tears to drop cause of sadness.

C O N T R A D I C T I N G!

yes,indeed i am.
at times in life,there bound to be time where you will land yourself in such a situation whereby you wont know where should you be heading. which is then the correct direction.

people who walk in at this point of time are people who play an important role.
the person whom you least expected to be will surprise you.

i do hate myself for possessing this extreme attitude.
a great thank you to those ever giving in to me always.
appreciate the effort of those ever allowed me to misbehave and have things my way.
it definitely hard on you people.

after going through shits in life.
i learned to let go when i am supposed to.
never force things to be yours if it never meant to be.
life is cruel is certain way,yet life can be so great and wonderful if you were to know how to let go.

G O O D B Y E M Y L O V E ! !

went sbc for the mens NBL match...
to my surprised,tong whye did not have an easi game against tagawa...
tagawa played well ytd...or shld i sae tong whye played badly ..anewae...wad meta is tong whye stil won..
match btw hornets n home-u...it was close durin teh first half..
home-u did not deliver wad was supposed to b expected frm them...
bt the points stil ended with 71-54... home-united managed to pull te score margin apart ..
hornets reli nid micheal...

steamboat aft the match...
afterwhich..jinjian,roy,qiang,mi and wenbang make our way down to a pub in boat quay...
home onli ard 4plus ...
slept onlli ard 5plus...
tirin..
i been so lazi..no excerise .no workout..
i reckon..i be puttin on weight reli soon...


the one whu twist the fact ..
shut ur mouth up...
dun use dirty methods jus cos u arent good enugh to fight for the playin time u rightfully deserve..
respect bball if u reli noe wad is bball..
f***...


i love my lover tey fion tho she have so mani mani lovers behind my back....

the opening for this year men NBL was home-united vs tongwhye,engtat hornets vs tagawa.
followed by tung san vs safsa,chong ghee vs sinkee..
i believe many will agree with mi that micheal indeed is the soul of hornets. HORNETS represent micheal n micheal represent hornets.isnt it...?
the 2nd game was excitin...points were bitin close..
havin watched safsa match is enugh to give mi heart attack...my dear aiai played with injury..his condition doesnt allowed him to play but the team cant do without him...the smart way of play delivered by him is enugh to create havoc to tungsan....but..every single min,every single sec when he is on court...i jus cant help worryin...seein him fall. tears filled my eyes for tt moment.thk god he is fine ....
mr sim din get to play much ytd...no longer like the past...
in fact i do misses watchin him in action....the defence..i reckon he haven been trg ...

i used to sae ... whneva ter is competition gg on... it as though some kind of gatherin for all bballers..
i saw mani familiar faces ytd..
ppl whom i haven been mitin up for ages...
it owaes nice seein my guardian angle[caizi].best fren[yixiang].aiai[ronglie].dearie tham.[thomas] ... so on n on...

dinner with roy,duckie,lai,wenbang,zhiqiang at xin wang ytd..
it been so long since i hang out with them...
laugher nv failed to fill mi with the presence of them...
as usual..endless of chattin...
i love this grp of frens...

oh did i mention jinjian is reli fast on court...thou he is reli SLOW whn cum to mj....
haaa ... [i jus love disturbin him]

home ard 4plus..havin to wake up 6.30am todae for wrk...
qiang rite...
haaa....

my lovely kalai is so blissful in love now....it nice to see her happi...duckie the lucky chap..

it oki to miss the nbl this year...u wil b back on court even stronger next yr....
u can do cos i sae so...
haaa.....jiayou....mr png wenbang....

NBL this yr.... home united will once again champ...it NEEDLESS to sae...
the standard btw them n other teams....argh... how to compare....

cum on...street ball..sentosa...ktv-ing...late nite chat at xin wang....
hear mi...mr roy...zhiqiang...duckie...lai...mama...laoda....wenbang...
....
i tink m jus randomly typinn typin typin...

i wna learn divin....
know wad..carmie uncle is one damn cool person...


alrite tt for all...
i m waitin for someone to spell HAPPINESS...n not HAPPYNESS....
u can do it...

aft so long...
finally i mit up with lai...
mj session over at my place....
kalai with her duckie...the priest to b,qilong...the ever lovin khakis...jinjian....n not forgettin mr png....
tgt the few of us had a good time....not jus mj...bt with lots of laughter...

weekend is over .... tmr b back to work ....
next week ... NBL is startin...
it confirm tt mr png wil not b playin this year...
respect his decision ...
bt nevertheless...tink wil stil b gg dwn to SBC....
to give support to few of my dearies frens...
roy,duckie,jinjian frm tong whye.....
ching ronglie frm safsa ....
n needless to sae i m lookin forward to watch home united....the super spinnner .....haa..ppl whu noe mi wil noe whu i m referin to...
and.....mr sim ...all the best n jiayou....jiayou...

- i got pressies .... -
the person whu pampered n dote on mi like a princess .....


i miss all the outings with roy n khakis....
haaa....it so nice of mr roy....to actualli suggest an outin this weekend....
i m lookin forward.... *excited

i love the life now...so much dif as compared....
boooo...i despise coward....bleah.....

if i were the one...
i wld dig a hole n hide....

look can b deceivin...
lookin righteous can b jus a cover ....

so much i hope...
i din learned the ugly facts....

i wil have nightmares if i were to react in such a sinful way ...

....... it left mi speechless ......

god.blessed....

how can one ever had the heart to do so ..?
wad does a decade meant den?
disappointment filled upon learnin the ugly fact ...
but tt nth as compared to the party involved...as i reckon the ugly fact have broken the heart of theirs...
the kind of pain inflicted was as tho millions of needles prickin n piercing thrg the heart..
so much i hope this arent the truth ...

learn to b appreciative.....
nv tk ppl for granted as god is fair...


- prayin for the speedy recovery -
the blessin n prayin for the 2 poor souls

MC for 2 daes ...
fever on tues ... mumi gave mi some med for fever ...
guess wad i m allergic to the med ... thus body start to itch..
slowly it covered the whole of my body....it 'feng mo'
doc immediately te veri nxt mornin...
thk mr png for acc mi....
tgt with the feng mo..cough,flu,fever....asthma attack...
everythin ..... shucks....

alrite...now i m so much beta.
i love mumi n mei for all owaes brin so carin....

nv take med without doc instructions...

the crowd at mr png auntie hse ...
mr png n his chubby niece
smile ...
the MAN behind the png family ...