i hate the changed in myself.
i am tired both mentally and physically from all the repeating issues.
XM, is definitely a sensitive name to be mention.
however, meeting up without me knowing anything.
i actually turned so ridiculous by demanding something which i find it so nonsensical.
i reckon that when one is left with no alternatives, the unexpected will happened.
it is rather unfair to xm but i really dont know what is better than cutting all contacts.
series of smses, i realised that the heart is no longer here.
the word numb is being used. the heart shattered at that very moment.
i hate the changed in myself thus i dont blame you for responding in sucha way for i got no right as well.
no longer the audz, thus you definitely have the reason to deserve a better one.
i seriously hate the 'me' now.

symbolises ... ?

what had happened left me speechless with tears rolling.

the invisible strength within me gave me the last bit of courage to go on taking your words for the one last time. i cant find any explaination for it. a gentle voice from the heart of mine asking me to go on, thus i go as i am told. is this the so call 'gut feeling'? i dont know.

though feeling rather drained but still a strength is there to push me on...i suppose that is the strength from the heart of 2. 'it takes 2 hands to clap', suppose this explain the above mentioned.

despite the hectic work loads, the love and care from you definitely make everything easier to cope.

weekends was sweet in a way. thank you!
repeated incidents do make me realises the important of give and take.
given the fiery temper of yours, the giving in from you each time is so much appreciated.

upon witnessing my very own friend, junqing, losing his love one over night, i then realised how fortunate i am. treasure and cherish the one you love before its too late.

thank you for the great tolerance ... THY ...