simply drained out.
late nites..
work...

rather no appetite recently,duno wad is wrong.been feelin rather unwell.
argh...
sentosa for cumin week..it none other den mr zhiqiang bdae...woohoo..

a lunatic dashed over tryin to open my car door while i m waitin for car park lots...
thk god i lock the door...if not i cant imagine wad will had happened to mi....
haaa .. wad a way to start my dae ...

it a rather tirg dae...it almost 9pm..here i m stil in office sloggin ...
argh..i stil prefer to b a student...

i wna play bball...i misses playin street ball....
it seem like chances of mi able to play street ball are gettin lesser n lesser..
it used to b thrice a week...
den mayb once a week...
and now....it more of like once every 2weeks....

u are reli appreciated...n tt onli whn u dun call mi idiot...lol...


it a simple sentence..but it reli meant more den anythin...
tt how amazin u are....
awaitin....

woohoo ~~
i wna sae...i love my weekend...
it jus nth but laughter ...
n wad reli made mi go excited was...finally i went tannin..
though te tannin effect din turn out well cos of the topid singlet...
got no choice got we playin bball..thus i got to wear it...
it alr too late whn i tk off my singlet...argh...
but...it stil oki....cos it was fun....
topid duck simply got understandin prob...haaa...
but i reckon he is indeed a fun lovin chap aft i get to noe him in person..
nv listen to wad others sae unless u see it for urself...

though in btw ...some unhappy n tricky situation happened...
but i m glad ... everythin turm out to b oki....
thk ppl...
i cant wait to go hantu...

it another week...
got to go work again....
i reckon i have fall in love with taizi....the male leadin actor frm korean series drama...gong....
he is jus so damn yandao...
bt i stil prefer xiao zhu....waha...

bballin was great at ytd...
as usual i love street ballin...n stress..jus enjoy...
it time for mi to reli go into serious consideration wht shld i continue competitive games..
i love the games but i wonder can i stil commit like the past...
argh....it reli not ez to make decision...

u are back...glad u enjoy ...hope u are doin well..

thks ppl for the wonderful weekend....
i m smilin ... slowly gettin the fadin smile back ..

i misses the ytcc ppl....
how everyone...

smile,
audz...

bballin was great jus now...waha..
finally i played street ball...
it so nice of silly...thk u silly...haaa
thk qiang for the ride...
the drink session aft bballin was filled with laughter...thk peeps....
i had fun for the evenin....
suddenly i misses ytcc...
all the clicks ter...the dinner session aft bballin owaes...
laughter n laughter ...

it been reli kinda sometime since i last step into cinema...
haven been watchin movie...
whn wil i hav the courage to walk into cinema again...
argh....

it been 2daes...
hope u are doin well over ter...
pls tk cr....
i jus hope i m able to understand u ...

it time for mi to enrol for yoga n kick boxin again le...
no time for bballin thus i nid to have other source of workout..
i nid to keep myself fit...maintain..
i m puttin on weights...n tis is wad i hate most...
sickenin n irritatin...
i reckon i shld start slpin earli oso...
poor silly....been slpin late oso...
but haa...thks for the mornin call.....
alrite...dun b lazi audz...drag urself down to amore tis few daes n carry on ur kick boxin...

off to bed...
gotta b another busi dae tmr....
piles n piles of paper work awaitin mi...
there b a meetin tmr oso....
argh...work stress....nite ppl....


sorri mr Ro*** .. get well soon...
promise to mit up once m free...

i wna play bball...
it seem like no one play bball todae..
i wna play street ball..

i dun understand u..
i reli dun...
can i noe wad u are tinkin...
i hope i noe..
but it seem i can nv noe...argh...
pls tk cr...u reli make mi wori...

mr ro*** is sick todae..
tk reli good care..
sorri for not able to mit u up for te past daes...
sorri....
hugs.....

baobei forgotten mi...hmph....
dota dota dota...nth but dota...lalala

haven been haven enugh rest...
slept ard 6am in the mornin....n now it alr gg to b 5am n i m stil wide awake...
din slp ytd cos i was chattin with lazi-silly...
todae....i m suppose to b tired...but y arent i slpin...
yup i noe the reason..i reli noe...but i dun wish to spell it out..
it within mi...it been botherin mi for kinda sometime le....
wad m i suppose to do....
i reli at lost...

whu wna b the one to b livin in audz heart...?
haaa...topid question...cos i onli wan the him to live in my heart....
yes it the him....it the him..wahaha...

pls guide mi the way...

work went well todae....new environment...new workin partners..new faces...
i love my present job....i wna keep myself busi n not tink of other stuff...

*r u reli gg alone? r u? wadeva it is...pls do tk grt cr..njoy urself to the fullest...*
ur smile n happiness is wad make mi smile...
audz is prayin reli hard for everythin to b well for u ter...pls tk grt cr...nth mus happen k...


poor rO*** is waitin for mi thrgout the nite..
was supposed to mit him earlier..due to certain reason....we yet to mit..he is stil waitin patiently...
it alr 5am now....poor boi....u owaes make my dae....thks....


*i reckon i misses.........nvm forget it....*
dream on.....

caught in the rain...fever n flu now all cos of the aircon in sas...
despite so,i stil went ahead with the gers to chinese high for bballin...
nearly fainted...

i simply love the gers session.it owaes nth bt laughter....
the frenly..the bballin session...the dinner...
it jus rocks...my all time crazi khakis....ms kalai...haaa....

home sweet home after tt..

silly nv fail to tell mi he is tired..hungry...sian...
but...chattin with silly can b real funny....boo...
i m cravin for ice cream...silly owe mi lots of ice cream..haaa...

no more tears for u...
no longer bein affected ...
have let go...
nth bt jus purely frens..n i reli mean it...
but ... it onli the fear n phobia i m not able to get rid of....
i cnt live with it lidat...
it wil onli hold mi back...
mayb like wad felicia sae...the right one yet to appear...

how is it like to miss a person...?
wad is the feelin of fallin in love?
somehow i dun seem to noe how it feel anymore...
but i noe...bein pampered n love is definately sweet..haaa...


woohoo...
i reckon ter is tis person whu can make mi smile jus by a simply msg .... *siao*


audz love the life she is leadin now ....

i wan nth but a carefree life..
no more tears pls....
suddenly i wna fall in love...i wna b a princess whu is bein love n pampered...
it so sweet isnt it....

so wher is my prince?
are u appearin soon....?
wahaha..
can the one in my mind now b the prince....omg...tt b sweeter den honey ....lalala...

i m crazi le...haaaa.....

wake up audz...
haa..
alrite....anyway enugh of nonsense...
i love the life i m leadin now...
everythin is fated i suppose..

i m owaes smilin whn i see ur name in my inbox...haha.. siao


i wna play streetball...sillypiggy..u hear mi..i wna play streetball...so make time for mi..haaa...evil....

lots of pics were taken...lazi to upload..here are jus a few...
thks for the wonderful nite...i simply love them...

i duno wad to blog...
i jus noe i had so much in mi...
sleepless nite...
pls blessed mi with the love of the one i m missin...

tired...nth but tired....
but it owaes sweet n nice to meet up with poonie....
thk for acc mi for the dae....wahaha...mi fat mama n poonie...nth but laughters...

my cell are givin mi problems..
lag in receivin msges...
auto shut off by itself...
oh .... the tout of sendin for repair....i dun wan....all te stuffs inside b gone...the msges...oh....
the tout of it is alr pain enugh...

once again disappointment for the dae...
tellin myself to walk awae but...argh...
y m i puttin myself in such a fix...
isnt it silly...been tellin myself .... nv will i wna bring all this trouble to myself....yet...

pics to b uploaded soon....

so near yet so far ...
i wish i have the ability to read one mind .... so tt i noe wads in ur mind ....
i reli hate myself for allowin myself landin in such a state ...
the feelin is so lost ...
WHY?
simply nth but all the ???? in my mind ....

walkin awae ?
will it help?
follow the feelin was wad ppl used to sae ....
but does it applies to all...i start to have doubts...
cos i dun see myself followin my feelings...
no courage n strength for mi to do so...

if given a chance to live in the world of dream..i hope i cld...
evrythin in te dream seem so sweet..

short meetin up...i enjoyed the chattin session...
walkin ard...waitin for u to finish ur stuff...
but te lousy laggin cell of mine causes the lag in communication...anyway...it oki...
do tk care...i reckon .... it mus b due to te lack of rest tt causes u to fall sick...thus pls do have ample rest....

was tokin to my 3angels ytd...gg for the impossible..
omg....it like askin mi to bang against the wall....
i love the life i am havin now...the singlehood life...
cos i noe....i will onli bring pain to others....
i dun deny..ter are mani times where i reli feel like fallin in love...
someone to share the up down..someone to share the same interest...

oversea call...was wonderin whu called mi...
pick up.... omg...it mr koh...mr koh called back frm burnei...
he is ter since the 26th oct...
havin his outfield trg ter...
it mus b reli tirin...nv expect he wld call back to mi...
mr koh nv failed to surprise mi....
pls tk reli great cr ter....cya when u are back...u make sure u are back in one pcs...u stil yet to fulfill all te promises....hohoho

tk cr when u are in aussie....
aiai leavin tmr oso.... play hard n enjoy....

at times...i reli wanted to fall in love...
unless miracle happens...if not ....it nv ez for mi to fall in love...
patiently waitin for the him to walk into my life....

u got to b brave to tk the step out...
u found the person thus y retreat...
be brave...b it wad the outcome may be.... go for it...
as u wun noe how things wil turn out...
thing mite turn out well...
be patience,be sincere,be true....
it mite pay off.....
i noe u can do it....
miracle do hapen...bt sittin down doin nth....there wun b miracle....