the familiar hug? indeed sweet...

the sleep was so much sweeter that night. thks

late night supper.

learning driving in the middle of the night.

no more stunts on the road from you pls.

how is the trip? be safe n sound kie.

how can i make u understand? still, thks for the intention and love.

i wanna play bubble puzzle. download the game leh.

i just wanna be smiling. whats so difficult? boo.....

i want you to touch my heart. yes it is you .... hear me.. -nonsense-

i wanna go holiday. i seriously need a get away.

i need to be determined enough to shed off the unwanted fats which i had accumulated recently. i am a fatty now, so stop saying i am skinny and wants me to eat more. i am no longer SKINNY. i am FAT now. i am glad that my eyes getting better, recovering well from the infection.

time now is 6am in the morning and here i am typing. let me recall what had i been doing today.

work
bball session
home
jalan kayu
home
blogging

alright, simple and sweet right. dental appt tmr. i need a break from bball(or perhaps the life now?). been playing alot recently and that explain why my body is aching now.

PSP bubble puzzle! *smile sweetly*

safe trip for mr tan. enjoy and shop shop shop. most importantly, tk lots of care.
gf gg malaysia on monday. smile and enjoy the trip okie.

complicated best describe my life now. so much i hate it to be in this way but...
i cant be bothered anymore. i am out.
no more courage.

this is ah pu ...

that is all about my sat night .... sunday was spent at home sleeping. bballing at ytcc in the evening.

the next few days, i am suffering from eye infection. so needless to say, my days were spend at home. life been really messy recently, i dont know what am i doing. there are things which i know it shouldnt be in this way yet i allowed it to be. it going haywire.

mr koh know audz best. mr koh know how to handle me. so mr koh ... where are you. i am really glad to have gf around. you are simply great.

* i pray for things to go smoothly for me. i wish for the good news.* life is all about surprises ..

last but not least.... i wna say HAPPY BIRHTDAY to someone whom i misses alot ... mr tham... i wonder how u been?

那甜蜜的感觉已不在了。可能有些过去只能当成回忆。。我真的是累了，没有勇气再去承受失望。看到你的改变，真得很心痛。我只希望你能找回自己，开开心心的打篮球。你自己是知道你心里是想着她的，不要再骗自己了。要过得开心，要幸福。

went tian wei place for board game, this is the first time i am playing 'Pictionary'. the game was indeed fun. afterwhich, followed with some stupid game which we get to see on ｊａｃｋｙ　ｗｕｓｈｏｗ．　ｉｔ　ｗａｓ　ｏｄ　ｄａｍｎ　ｆｕｎｎｙ　ａｎｄ　ｃｏｍｉｃａｌ．　ｔｈｅ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｗａｓ　ｆｕｎ　ａｎｄ　ｆｕｌｆｉｌｌｅｄ　ｗｉｔｈ　ａｌｓｏｎ　ｓｎｄ　ｇｒｏｕｐ．　ｂｒｅａｋｆａｓｔ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈａｔ　ａｎｄ　ｈｏｍｅ　ｓｗｅｅｔ　ｈｏｍｅ．

ａｐｐｅｔｉｔｅ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｇｅｔｔｉｎｇ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ．ｈａｄ　ｇａｉｎ　ｗｅｉｇｈｔ　ｒｅｃｅｎｔｌｙ．　－ＤＩＥ－

ｎｔｈ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｆｏｒ　ｕｐｄａｔｅ　ａｓ　ｗｅｌｌ．ｃａｎｔ　ｂｅ　ｂｏｔｈｅｒｅｄ　ｓｏ　ｍｕｃｈ　ａｓ　ｗｅｌｌ．　ｗａｎｎａ　ｌｉｖｅ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｌｌｅｓｔ．　

ｔｈｅ　ｄａｔｅ　ｉｓ　ｎｅａｒｉｎｇ，　ｉ　ｓｅｅ　ｔｈａｔ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　ｐｒｅｓｓｕｒｉｓｅ．ｉ　ａｍ　ｐｒａｙｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ａｌｌ　ｔｏ　ｇｏ　ｗｅｌｌ　ｆｏｒ　ｈｉｍ．　ｂｌｅｓｓｅｄ　ｈｉｍ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｃｏｎｆｉｄｅｎｔ　ａｎｄ　ｓｔｒｅｎｇｔｈ．
你是最棒的！ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ．．．　
看到你成功的那一幕。。。不知不觉也笑了。。。　：）

had a simple weekend with no late nights. 很乖是吧！
after my late breakfast on sat, off to S。。。. -smile-
一切看起来是很容易。其实是很高难度的咯。所以，你是强的。。。也很棒！加油！

can down to ytcc, reached around 9plus.did not play tho. dinner as usual than home sweet home.

the whole of sunday is spend at home. dinner with mama n meimei at home. it been kinda long since we had dinner tgt. too lazy to go ytcc for bball today. -rest-


i am smiling from within the heart upon hearing you done it. - 棒-

cheer up gf....play well for the ivp tmr oki...jiayou...

mr koh is so sweet to buy audz beanie...a pity that egg tart is once again not available. however, it is still so appreciated...my ever lovely mr koh.

once again , it monday tmr....boo....


audz

back to office today, everything was as usual. i slept at 11pm on wed. for the past few months, 11pm is the first time ever i am asleep. it is the earliest so far.

life is tiring.
say you love me only when you are certain, only when you meant it.
if the price of being pampered and loved is tears and disappointment, then please dont ever say i am the one.
the price is far too big for me to take.
in search of the simplicity. however, just like what weiming had concluded, it is nv easy.

哈哈哈。。mr tan went for his tattoo on tue. Though physically i am not there, but somehow i am able to feel the pain. Trust me, all he does was only relating to me the whole process. Just imagined, needles poking in and out of the flesh. *argh... 加油！还有一半就完成了。。。 忍一忍喔！this big boy here is just so adorable, he is actually able to make me share the joy just through phone. anyway, i am glad that he did not leave the place feeling demoralised.

went YTCC for bball. it was fulfilled, however heart and soul arent there. nvm, shall not go too detail about it. dinner at 848 after ytcc, with teck hao, roy, qiang, ono and gf. the sentence ' wa lau eh'. it is just so funny. only the loves one in ytcc will understand. especially stupid teck hao (he started it).

home sweet home after that. a short chat with silly den off to bed. cheer up ! ...

finally it is friday ... great weekends for everyone .. cheers !

sat will be spend at S..... for bball .... ;p

i hate to be sick. in fact no one like. tell me, who would want to fall sick. who would like the feeling. it sucks big. feeling restless and weak. alone at home when everyone is out to work or school.

i reckon that no one really understand me, not even myself. whenever i am sick, i tend to feel even more.

i had been having the same dream recently. how i wish the reality is what i dreamt of. i am smiling so sweetly in the dream. however, it is still afterall a dream. Reality can never be the same. that just the fact, or perhaps the ugly fact which shows how cruel it is at times. time just passes so fast when i am smiling. time spend were really fulfilled and sweet.
i am left with no strength to go on. i dont know and had no idea how much longer can hang in there still. only the origins of the happiness is able to give me the strength needed. blessed me with the strength. *simplicity*

weiming will agree with me on this .. simplicity... right? smile

i have got a wonderful gf.
meet up with tham.. its like finally.
tan yijie is feeling kinda down for certain reasons. whatever it is .. cheer up. it been so long since i last watched yijie play bball.

life will get better. i've got lovely people around.

sihui is back to singapore. met up with her makan together with roy. glad that roy had move on after so long. i suppose he do know how to spell the word 'HAPPINESS' properly. i reckon i hate to be pressurise and stress . go with the heart is what matters.

went smu, simply fun. i enjoyed myself. it been so since i sweat so much. -i am smiling-

i hate to fall sick.. simply dislike. boo...

i want bean curb, egg tarts and go mustafa ... mr koh say one by one .. and please never go without your phone anymore .

another one more month and i be back to books. i am a student again.

once again , tham is so busy . i gotta send the invitation soon.


audz


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