i regreted eatin the topid jackfruit..n mind u...i din even chew it can...i simply swallowed it...sickenin...causin indigestion..argh...irritatin...

alrite...nth much chnges..sittin in front of my work station...typin this silly entry.. *grin*
i m bored la...i wna ice cream...ben n jerry...can i eat...i tink so..cos it nid not chew...it simply jus melt in the mouth...the tout of it make mi drool...*slurp*...
someone owe mi 2...cheers to tt person...waha....

mr ching aiai injured his leg...poor thing..it owaes so damn sway...injury durin the crucial period..hopefully it not serious...blessed him well..

i reckon...somehow i see myself slowly gettin awae frm bball...no more street bballin...how cum? n wad worse..the urge of mi wantin to play is no longer ter....i find no motivation...argh...smth i used to love so much...it bball which allow mi to mit the darlings n dearies in my life....

i wna go holidae with buibui n ppl...i wna go....i dun care...boss u beta approve my leave...it a must...i dun care...*unreasonable mi*

a series of msn-in with my dearie qiannie...hmmm sentosa on sat..provided audz got no match...
hmmm it reli been so long since i hang out with them le..
was tellin her i tout of gettin a nite job for part time...she kinda dun reli agree...cos it will make one age easily...hmmm shall reconsider again...see how it goes ba...

oh...i reckon i sort of misses bai jiarui...haaa..my pts...haha...wonder how she been...sure to have lots of new updates for mi..wahaa..daes at singtel simply rocks.....


a shot taken w/o mi knowin... by jake koh...

for the pass two dae..i m home..despite ter are progs linin up..but somehow i feel reluctant...all cos of the pain...argh....nvm..it nice to rest at home at times...wahaha...

i love my mumi so much...she nv failed to b so sweet...pamperin n showerin mi with the love no one ever done so...thk u mumi...mumi gg on a holidae trip again..or rather 2 trips...end oct n end nov...i wna tag along...but how is it possible..boss wil nv allow mi to tk so mani daes of leave....argh...it stil student life tt rawkx....

i owe someone an explaination...i was so reluctant to go cos i duno wht shld i b ter...i do care ...i do worri...but somehow..the kind of fear u once injected in mi shunned mi awae frm u...i noe i inflicted pain in u...pls forgive mi...i m reli in a dilemma of duno wad shld i do...i strugglin after hangin up the call with u tt dae...in te end...avoidin is stil the choice i made...i reckon all this time i hurt u reli deep...givin u nth but disappointment..so much i wanted to b like how we used to b..but somehow.....i oso duno how to put in words...despite all the disappointment n hurt i gave u times aft times...nv once had u reproached or ignored mi...the magnanimity in u causes mi to feel so lousy..so inferior... i feel so thkful yet sorri at the same time.... nv once had u leave mi alone whn i needed company...but the ungrateful mi owaes failed to b ter when u reli need mi.... *tears rollin as the words are bein type...*

hereby i wld like to sae a reli big thk u to sillyboi...thk for bein so patience...waitin for more den 2hrs in the dental clinic for my braces to b done...thk alot....reli appreciated tt....