it a dae whereby 2 of my frens were enlisted....
mr colin ... the mr nice in my life ... pls tk great care ...
dar aka junlin ... the angel owaes b ter guidin mi in silence ... beta not fall sick .. endure thrg ...

the precious mr jake koh .. flyin off to brunei for field camp ... it monsoon season,thus the place b kinda wet n muddy ... it gotta b tough ...
i was like a naggy old lady ytd...kept remindin him to tk lots cr...dun fall sick...as this person have been fallin sick so often eversince he is enlisted...
wad make it worse is..he had to b oversea durin monsoon season..u gotta endure n pull thrg it mr koh ....reli sori for not able to see u off...will b here prayin for everythin to b fine n gg smoothly for u....b back in one pcs...as u stil owe mi smth...wahaha...

damn it...the msn at home simply nt workin..cldnt download another version oso..thus got to use the topid ebuddy...it god damn slow can...*curse n swear*
y mus it b down at tis point of time...argh...

was tokin to a fren ytd...
was tellin her to go for te love she wants.although i mite not b able to tell her wad the outcome wil be..but i noe she wil regret one dae if she doesnt try.sayin n advicin ppl owaes seem easy...i do noe..to put it into action it not easi...i do understand her fear...hmmmm..wadeva it is...nv hold any regrets in future...u mite not now..mayb ting mite reli turn out well...my dear fren...first understand the guy ..noe wad he is tinkin first...mayb onli den u decide wad u wan to do...be it walkin awae or gg for it....at times thing jus seem so near yet so far...


26th oct....
it was once a special dae .. a memorable dae ...
but it no longer anymore ... it jus gotta b another normal dae ...
things are gg fine ... i m standin up again...
enugh of tearin...
despite the pain n hurt havin to see everythin end...
the fact tt...the process for the heart to heal n recover is reli painful...
above all..the memories have made everythin worthwhile...
i reckon it nv fully heal but at least it no more filled with darkest...i do see light now...
at times we are reli left with no choice but to let go...
time heal all wounds....
it good to c both party doin great...haa...afterall wad matters is we stil maintain the frenship...



shld.i?,
audz