national mens team lost the first 2 matches. they be coming back on the 29th May, which is still days away from now. i was chatting with ai on msn just now, i cant wait for their return. ai promises a party session when he is back,it been hell long since we last meet up. meanwhile, jiayou for the rest of the matches. mr ching loves to say 'tomorrow will always be better', this is what he had been telling me,especially the period whereby i am filled with darkness. it no longer darkness now, or rather i should say the period was way back then.

i am feeling hungry the whole day. despite eating non-stop, i am still hungry. the chips which i consume today is scary. i am busy working and junking in office today,and i am still junking when i am home. omg!something is seriously going wrong with me.

will someone just stop me from junking.

i am weird. i got a weird attitude which no one can tolerate.
i can be smiling now, but the very next second i can be yelling and showing attitude.
and trust me, that me.
the irritated attitude of mine sucks big.
recently it is getting worse as i am always not feeling well, thus that affected me alot.
it been hard on you,having to give in to me even though it me who is being unreasonable.
it the understanding and patient which makes me realise that i should not allow my body to control my mind. so what if i am not well, that doesnt give me any rights to vent my uncomforty on anyone.
i think i am just too tired,i need more rest.

maybe what i need is a get away. growing up is really tiring.how nice and wonderful if only i need not grow up. mama is going holiday again. i am so glad that roy will be organising another HANTU trip somewhere in june.it is said to be an island whereby one will feel so carefree. it good to get away from the hectic life once in awhile.

i am just randomly typing and typing.

*yawn* good nite..time for bed. i gotta enjoy my weekend. oh before i forget, i got dental appt tomorrow. boo..